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“ You're stil going to explain a black sister to me, but for right now can you just forgive me. Hug me and kiss me like you've done for the past month because the fact of the matter is I've been going crazy all day thinking about not being with you again.” Jazzlyn said wrapping her arms around Tyson’s neck and looking into his eyes. Tyson took Jazzlyns face in his hands and leaned down and kissed her,gently at first then deeper.
Kissing her lips and slipping his tongue into her mouth wanting to taste every inch of her body. Tyson's hands slid down to Jazzlyns breasts her nipples already standing at attention, both of them unable to tear themselves away from their kiss yet wanting to explore each other bodies with no reservations. Tyson pulled Jazzlyn closer her back against the wall. Tyson’s hands caressed her toned thighs and slid his hands up until he held her ass in his hands and her dress was raised to her waist. His fingers dipping into her wetness causing Jazzlyn to moan. Jazzlyn quickly unbuckled Tyson’s jeans and slipped her hands inside of his boxers and wrapped her hands around what every nerve in her body was screaming for. Tyson broke the kiss hovering over Jazzlyn breathing heavily.
“ I want to be inside you “ Tyson said kissing her neck “ If you want to stop we need to to stop now. I'm not trying to just fuck you Jazzlyn. So if you want to go further this it.
Me. You . No one else Jazzlyn.” Tyson said kissing her again.” I feel the same way. No one else. Just us two.” Jazzlyn said as Tyson lead her into his bedroom.
Building C of the ParkCrest View
“ Umph! Are pigs flying? “ Trendi asked opening the door and finding Darien there.” I know shit must be real serious to see your ass standing here. Come on in!” Trendi said walking into the living room switching like a runway model. “ Go ahead. “ Trendi said pointing to the loveseat “ Sit down you wont catch anything.”
“ Look Trenton, I need a favor. You know I normal y wouldn't ask you for anything but I'm in a bind so I could use your help.” Darien said trying to hold in his disgust looking at his older brother who for the last five years had been living ful time as a woman and christened himself with the name “ Trendi” instead of Trenton the name their mother had given him.
“First of al Darien ,what I suggest you do before you ask me anything...is address me by Trendi like I told your black ass to do five years ago! Cuz see Trenton don't hear shit coming out your mouth. Trendi on the other hand is al ears Boo-Boo.” Trendi said pointing her long red and gold nails at Darien.
“ All right TRENDI! Damn!” Darien said “ Also you need to watch your damn tongue!
My man is in the bed sleep... some folks do get up and go to work. You wouldn't know about that right now!” Trendi said eying Darien up and down.
“ Look I know Mama already told you about her and Mr. Johnny getting married and everything. Did she tel you she's breaking her lease ? So I need to post up here for a minute until I can get up on my feet real fast man... I mean woman. I mean shit you know what the hell I mean! I know you have an extra bedroom. So can I use it for a couple months while I'm getting on my feet ?” Darien asked.
“ Get on your feet! What do you mean get on your feet? Uh-uh. Why you gotta come over here? Don't you basical y live with Jazzlyn anyways right over there in Building A?
Why you need to come over here? I aint ran into Jazz in a minute don't tell me your doggish ass done fucked up a good thing!” Trendi asked jumping up...besides I use my extra room for my shoes and wigs!”
“ Aww damn Trendi I aint gonna bother your shoes and wigs! I'll do my best to not even be here that much.” Darien said.
“Plus Darien let's be real here. I do not need anyone up in my place disrespecting me and my lifestyle. So what about that? Every since I've come out to everyone I do not hide who I am .I'm damn sure not going to hide in my own place. So IF I decide to let you come up in here, should your ass see and hear some shit you don't like.... I suggest you put a smile on your face and shut the fuck up!” Trendi said.
“ What do you mean IF ? You know something. Trendi talk a whole lot of shit,but Trenton was steady getting his ass whupped not too long ago and Darien was putting his foot in Niggas ass about fucking with his older brother. Wonder what the fuck woulda happened IF I had thought about IF I should have helped your ass out when you were clearly getting your ass beat and needed my help? You know what fuck you Trenton . I aint got to stand here and beg your faggot ass for shit. You just remember this shit the next time you cal ing me away from some pussy in the middle of the night because one of your” men” jumping on your ass like your last “man” was doing.” Darien said walking to the door.
“ You didn't even have to go there Darien! I'm going to let you come stay.” Trendi said humbled by the reminders Darien had just thrown at her about the fact that though he really was an asshole, anytime harm had come her way Darien had always stepped in to protect her. Trendi knew a lot of the fights they had gotten into as young kids had been due to him. Though he'd just started living as a woman five years ago he'd always known he was gay. Hung around and related more to girls than boys. Trenton had always been clearly feminine .So when the teasing began some of it would be directed towards Darien since they were only eighteen months apart. Other kids trying to question Darien's sexuality as well and asking was he a” fag” like his brother. Darien handled it with his fists so the teasing never lasted long. Trendi or Trenton as he was known back then wasn't so lucky. Despite hating the way his brother was Darien always took up for him if anything got physical or he heard anyone had been harassing Trenton.
“ Go ahead and bring your stuff over Darien. Clothes only Darien. Seriously I do not have a lot of room over here. Also I don't give a damn what kinda hard times you going through your ass catching two bills up in this piece ! So what are you paying ? Electric and cable? Don't no one stay for free up in this muthafucka !” Trendi said.
“ OK I'll be by later with some of my stuff.” Darien said walking out the door.
A New Day. New Beginnings.
Jazzlyn laid next to Tyson not wanting to open her eyes. Once again she thought this man can turn my nights from shit to sugar she thought, a smile crossing her lips. I don't want to wake up and face the day. I could stay wrapped up in this man forever Jazzlyn thought. Is this what making love is? She wondered to herself. Darien is the only man I've ever been with, and now that I have something to compare him too. I was definitely missing out on some things. A connection. How did I go four years with someone and not have a connection beyond just the basic physical ? Jazzlyns mind wandered to the first moment Tyson was inside her and he whispered to her “ You're mine Jazzlyn. If anyone ask you better let they ass know this is me now.” and al I could do is moan yes he felt so good. Jazzlyn stretched and attempted to sit up when Tyson pulled her back to him.
“ Where you going? Stay with me” Tyson said “ It aint like you have to drive home.
You're five steps away. Plus you feel too good. In more ways than one.” Tyson said laughing.
“I know right ?” Jazzlyn said snuggling back up with Tyson.
“ Now tell me about your sister...that's a sista?” Jazzlyn asked.
“ Wel , my birth mom and my mom were best friends. My birth mom died in a car accident when I was three years old. My mom already had a custody agreement set up, her will done and al that stuff beforehand. My donor dad left my mom and I before I was even one. So that's pretty much it. I know it seems crazy to a lot of people but yeah,I'm white. My entire family is black. That's just the way my life is. So the next time you see me with a black woman, don't assume anything is going on...she might be my cousin!” Tyson said laughing. “ Seriously she might be. I also have another sister Nicole and of course my mom. All beautiful black women. My dad passed away four years ago.” Tyson said.
“ He was a great man. I miss him every day.” Tyson sat up “ Be right back.” he said getting out of the bed and walking to the bathroom. Jazzlyn watched him walking.
“ You have a beautiful body
. I'm sure you've heard that before though.” Jazzlyn said.
“ Thank you. So do you. I know you've heard that before. Coming over here in that tight,short white dress to cuss me out. “ Tyson said laughing.
“ You should have told me you had a black sister!” Jazzlyn yelled throwing a pil ow at him laughing.
“ Seriously though Jazzlyn, I need to ask you to do a few things for me.” Tyson said “ I meant what I said to you last night. Everything I said to you before we had sex I meant.
I've known I wanted you since the day I carried your groceries up. I saw your man coming and going and you already know what all went down, no need to bring it all back up. Jazzlyn due to you not just asking me about who you saw me with you started some mess back up again.” Tyson said.
“What do you mean I started mess back up?” Jazzlyn asked.
“ Jazzlyn you went out with your ex-boyfriend last night. I believe you when you say what went down, but in order for him to want to meet up with you, he's still thinking about you. All month long I've been tel ing you to do the right thing. Come clean with those two that you know about them but you've been keeping it inside and dwelling on it whether you want to admit that shit or not. Now that you and me,” Tyson said “ Are going to make a start as we, baby I need you to step into this free and clear. You need to let him know there is no possibility of you two ever being together again.
As for your friend you need to let her know you've found out and make a decision on your friendship. What you did last night over there throwing it in her face that you could have him if you wanted him is childish. I know you're better than that. Also I'm going to go ahead and say....I know my lady is better than that. I don't like drama Jazzlyn so just get it out of the way please.” Tyson said looking at Jazzlyn who was sitting there with her arms crossed.
“ Don't sit there looking at me like you have an attitude” Tyson said yanking the covers off Jazzlyn “ Stop!” Jazzlyn shrieked trying to pull to grasp the sheets.
“ No you stop . If I have my way,I plan to see you naked a lot. Don't hide yourself from me. I like every part of your body.” Tyson said his eyes roaming over every inch of Jazzlyns dark chocolate curves. Laughing Jazzlyn said .
“ There you go again, saying whatever the hell crosses your mind! Give me the sheet boy I'm shy!” Jazzlyn said holding her arm over her 36 D cup breasts and her other hand over her most intimate area. Tyson stood looking over Jazzlyn.
“ Looking at you like that's only making me want you more you know. “ Tyson said in a low voice.
“I can see that “ Jazzlyn said watching Tyson’s dick springing back to life ,leaning to the left thick and long. “ I thought white guys were supposed to have small dicks ?” Jazzlyn asked with a laugh.
“ You need to stop watching so much bad porn and listening to your little girlfriends who probably aint never dated nor had sex with a white man in their lives.” Tyson said laughing.” Come here let me taste you again.” Tyson said opening Jazzlyns thighs and diving head first to kiss between her thighs.
Liars Paradise
Jazzlyn pulled into the parking lot of the deli waiting for Darien to arrive. I hope he hurries up Jazzlyn thought to herself. Jazzlyn decided with several more prompts from Tyson that morning to come clean on what she'd found out was going on between Trevonne and Darien. His ass was anxious as hell to meet up when I cal ed him Jazzlyn thought. I hope he's not getting any funny ideas about us working things out. Jazzlyn looked to her right and saw Darien pul ing up and got out of the car. “ Hey Darien, thanks for meeting me.” Jazzlyn said and smiled.
“ Yea I'm glad we could hook up too I was just about to cal you matter of fact.” Darien said.
“ Wel OK. Go ahead...you can go first.” Jazzlyn offered.
“ Nahh imma let you go” ahead Darien said.
“ OK. Here's the thing Darien, I really just wanted to talk to you today for some clarity so that I can real y move on and leave certain things in the past. Remember a month ago we were at Club Zooms? Wel I heard you and Trevonnes talking. I know what you two had been doing behind my back for a year. I think it's really messed up what the two of you did to me and I'm not going to pretend that it doesn’t hurt because it does. More with Trevonne than you because we've been friends but you as well. Darien when I loved you. I loved you. Totally. I'm not going to act like it would have ever been OK for you two to start dating in my eyes but if at any point you weren't happy being with me you could have manned up and ended things with me.” Jazzlyn said.
“Oh I should have manned up Jazzlyn? You got a whole lot of nerve trying to tell me how to be a man when for months you've been gaping your fuckin legs open to that white boy! I ought to slap the shit out of your ass right where the fuck you stand! Here for the last four years I been treating your ass like the black queen I thought you were and for months you been on your goddamn back being some white mans whore.” Darien yelled getting in Jazzlyns face. “ Typical. Black bitch! Walking your ass around here like your something special when you aint shit apparently!” Darien said.
“ What the hell are you talking about Darien? Don't try to turn this around and make it seem like I was doing something behind your back! Like I've said to you before, I was faithful to your ass when you didn't even deserve it! ME Typical ? Your ass is crazier than I thought you were! Negro you're the statistic! Jobless,worthless,living with your damn mama . Not a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out of.” Jazzlyn said looking at Darien like he'd lost his mind.
“ Look at you...you aint even trying to deny your fucking that white boy!” Darien spat.
“ Darien I don't have to confirm nor deny shit to you. Anything I do is my business. I already know who's over there pumping your head ful of lies. Trevonnes dumb ass.
That's the only way she could ever attempt to get you. I've come to know you don't have much sense Darien. Though I would have thought you would known better than to believe some dumb shit like that. I went over her house yesterday and told her I was meeting you and she just about shit herself. So I would expect nothing less than for her to try and lie on me like that. You know what? Our conversation is done.
I just wanted to let you know and I'm going to let her ass know to that I want no parts of the two of you. You deserve each other. The both of you put together don't amount to shit and that's real talk right there. Trevonne is a whore and so is your ass. You make the perfect team. “ Jazzlyn said turning to leave.
“ Bitch don't you turn your back on me when I'm talking to your ass!” Darien said grabbing Jazzlyns arm roughly. “ Jazz I put this on everything. I'll fuck you and him up if you were laid up fucking him while I was loving you! Were you sleeping with him?” Darien said.
“ Get off me!” Jazzlyn screamed “ I don't owe you shit Darien! If I was that type of woman I swear to God I'd tell you I was fucking him ,sucking his dick and everything you could imagine but I wasn't ! You and Trevonne were the ones doing wrong . That's on you two. All I know is this,Trevonne just lost the best friend she'll ever have and you lost a damn good woman. Go fuck over another woman crazy enough to love your ass because this one right here is over you. I'm done with the both of you.” Jazzlyn said.
“ OK Jazz “ Darien said pacing back and forth "I believe you ! I should have known you wouldn't do anything like that to me.” Darien said running his hands over his head.” I know I haven't always been the best but baby we can work on this. Please! I know we can make this work. I'm looking for work right now I have some really good leads, today I'm moving out of my moms .So see Jazz baby I'm trying to change. I can do right by you. Trevonne aint shit anyways. Tre aint never been a good friend to you any damn ways and has tried to fuck me from day one.
Even before she introduced us to each other at that Christmas party. Truth be told she took advantage of me when we first hooked up I was drunk. I know that doesn’t make what I did right but please believe me Jazz when I say I never wanted her, I never loved her it was just sex.” Darien said
frantically.
“ Surely you don't think that's going to make me feel better about what you've done? I gave myself to you fully. You had tailored to you pussy and you cheated ? If you didn't like what I was giving you,blame yourself ! You taught me!” Jazzlyn said angrily.
“ No baby that didn't come out right. There are just some things you can do sexually with a woman like Trevonne that I would never even want to ask you to do! I loved making love to you. It's not about sex. I love being the only man you've ever been with and I want to marry you Jazz I was just getting certain ways out of my system before we settled down.”Darien said tears coming to his eyes. “ Jazz I know right now you don't think much of me but please don't totally walk out of my life. Everyone makes mistakes no one is perfect and I may not have always shown it but your the only thing I had in my life that I really felt was right. My mama loves you. Trenton...”
“ Trendi” Jazzlyn said correcting him.
“ Yea Trendi, see that's why they all love you Jazz shit like that. You real y care about people.” Darien said trying to hold Jazzlyns hand which she snatched away.
“ That's the problem right there Darien” Jazzlyn said shaking her head. “Everyone in your family had respect and love for me but the one person I wanted it from. You. You weren't loving me. Respecting me and giving me everything I was giving you. Then to add insult to it al you were screwing my best friend. I know you're not al bad Darien. I'm not going to stand here like some bitter ass woman saying you were never about shit. If I did that, it wouldn't say much about me and my judgment would it?”Jazzlyn asked.” I just wanted to meet with you to let you know why you'd never have my love again and why.”
Blast From The Past
Jazzlyn rang Trevonnes door bell twice. Just as she was about to ring a third time Trevonne opened the door.”Hey girl! Sherica thought she heard the door come on in.
We're back here having a drink girl." Trevonne said.
“ Who is we?” Jazzlyn asked.